Our little Drumer.. Pot style

Duck Ponds

Terry and I decided to take Titan to the Duck Ponds a month or so back, he didn't know what to think of them, but he's all smiles!! We love this boy!

Titan loves the WATER

Titan love's this mini swimming pool!

Picture from out Cruise 5-10-09

So, are cruise was nice and relaxing for the most part.

We went to Catalina Island Monday and rented a golf cart

and rode around the Island, window shopped and went back and took a nap, we slept in till 9 that morning and was back taking a nap by 1, I realized again how nice sleep is with no baby.

Tues was supposed to be the day we went to Mexico, but because of the SWINE FLU we anchored down in harbor? for 4 hours and than spent the next 2 days at sea.. We watched a few shows, ate some amazing food! gained pounds, and had a nice time together!

We sure did miss Titan though, but knew Auntie Zonnie was taking good care of him.

Thanks again Zonnie, we can't wait to return the favor.

Us the last night

Frog

A Puppy Dog?

This is half of the boat! HUGE

Me and my hot husband!

This is our boat! It was HUGE

just us

GHOST!

Waiting for our flight that was delayed..again

p.s

i'm sick of always fixing the huge spaces in between the pictures, sorry.

Going Private!

HEY Everyone,
I have decided to make our blog private! Don't know how to do it either so if any of you do please let me know, Or if Zonnie is lucky she will have to talk me thru it step by step!

Anyway I need all your e-mail address to send you the invite, Please send them to my personal e-mail, barbie310@hotmail.com.

I'm planning on doing that this weekend. After which I will post pictures and a post of how all our birthdays were.

Heather

My Baby is ONE!!

Yes that's right Terry and I are now the parents of a 1 year old little boy! And boy did he start the day off early by being up and ready to play at 5 in the morning! So we cuddled with him in bed this morning and sand Happy Birthday to him, and we each gave him a little slap on the Tush!

We love our Titan and the sweet/crabby attitude that he has, He is walking like a champ and has been for about a month now!

His birthday party will be next Saturday which happens to be his Daddy's 25Th Birthday! Its are week of birthdays starting today! All of ours are this week, CRAZY!

Anyways Happy Birthday Titan, We love you so much!

P.S Will post pictures of his birthday next week

P.P.S.... I don't feel like updating to much, Cruise was fun, Terry is now working Full time, Half way thru school, and so hard working... That's our family in a nut shell.

April 28, 2007

Today is our 2 year anniversary! It seems like only yesterday we were just friends getting to know each other, and at the same time it feels like we have been married FOREVER!!

I feel like Terry and I have grown so much these past 2 1/2 years that we have been together, we have learned ( somewhat, Terry better than me) when to pick of fight and when to just let it go. We have gotten into and out of debt together, we have moved 4 times in our short 2 years of marriage, got 2 dogs, got rid of 1, been to San Diego twice and out going again in May, we have been to Tennessee. We have lost jobs and lived on nothing, but managed it just fine. We have gotten pregnant, been sealed and have had a baby!

Life really is going good for us, Yes we have had struggles but doesn't everyone, we have great families who love and support us both! We have the cutest little boy ever that makes us laugh and fall more in love with him everyday with the cute things he does!

I love Terry so much and even though I get mad at him I can't imagine my life with out him, he provides for his family and works extra days to support us, he loves me for me and never complains when the house is dirty or when I don't look my best!

Terry I love you and I am looking forward to many more years and anniversary's together!!

Whats WRONG with ME?

This post is not meant to be a poor Heather post, more of a if you have any helpful suggestions please share..

Do you ever have those days, weeks, or months when you feel like you have no friends? Or perhaps you have no desire to do your make up/hair. Clean the house? Or just sit and do nothing?

I have been feeling like this for a while, I know that the friends I do have, have there own life and that every time I want to all get together or do something with one of them they can't just drop everything to come and do things with me.

And then I have those days where I don't want to do ANYTHING with ANYONE just be at home alone.

I wonder also, can you experience baby blues or PPD when your child is almost a year?

Sometimes I think MAN what I would give to work a couple days a week, but I really don't want to do that and I know that I am lucky to have the privilege to do that. My mom was with us kids until my youngest brother was in school and now she is back working to help support the family, so I know that I am lucky to not have to work.

Don't get me Wong I LOVE TITAN, I just think that every new mother or perhaps a mother of 6 has those days when the kid or kids try their patients. RIGHT? So am I going crazy?

I try sometimes to just get up and get ready for the day, but WHY? I know I'm not going anywhere that day and think why waste makeup? Or put the energy into it.. I weigh this much over what I want to and YES I know I don't go to the gym every day or twice a week that I am signed up for my that has NEVER been a big thing for me.

I feel so unattractive and all the sudden my face is breaking out ( NO I'M NOT PREGO) I just feel so moody all the time and feel like no one likes me, I have NEVER EVER been the type of person to care what people think of me, but now I find myself just wanting someone to talk to, to let it all out.. But I don't want to bother someone with my poor sad feelings I have..

PLEASE don't get this post wrong, I LOVE MY FAMILY, I love Terry and Titan with all that I am, they are my life!

Heather

New FAMILY Pictures ( March 09 )

I just LOVE these new family pictures that our good friend Chantel Allen took for us, she should DEF go professional I think she could make some good money! Thanks again Chantel!